YA ALLAH, TOLONGLAH DIRIKU INI.
Aku sudah penat YA ALLAH menunggu seorang hambamu ni YA ALLAH.
Hanya KAU yang mengerti apa saja yang tersirat di dalam hatiku ini.
Betapa kuatnya hatiku menahan segala duka ini..
Aku mengerti dan aku tau risiko aku mengambil jalan ini tapi aku tak sanggup menjalani cara ini tanpa kekuatan dariMU YA ALLAH.
Aku percaya akan seseorang akan berubah dan sebab itu aku masih menunggunya..
Aku tau aku salah kerana mencintainya lebih dari segala-galanya. aku benar benar cintakan lelaki ini YA ALLAH. Aku tak sanggup melepaskannya lagi.. Aku perlu berdepan dengannya supaya aku tau hatinya tapi dia selalu mengelakkan dirinya dari berjumpa dengan aku.
Semua teman-temanku menyuruh aku memutuskan apa yang aku ada dengan dia tetapi mereka tidak mengerti betapa sakitnya hatiku nanti.. Mereka tidak memahami aku sebagaimana dia tidak memahami aku.
Cintaku untuk dia amat mendalam dan aku tak ingin menggantikannya dengan org lain.
with lots of love ;
Zahuren Ibrahim
Tuesday, 17 May 2011
Monday, 16 May 2011
Actually i am waiting for desperate housewives latest episode to download.
while waiting for that lets hear this.
HEYY!
i'm back. wohooo. sorry didnt write much before because last week was one of a HECTIC week!
anyhoo i was quite happy la jugak today because i got everything that i was hoped for. eh eh bukan benda2 yg tak betul ye. haha
i went to my first early morning class contract class. well it was half from the attendance list but most of it came from my batch so i went there and the lecturer had assigned us to find this 3 recent case for content of contract, breach by performance and frustration and she wanted the name of the case by this wed so that no one can present the same case.
*dah tau dpt keje tuh asal x cari lagi liyana. Esk dah la wesak so library tutup. MANA KAU NAK DAPAT CASE2 ITU!*
In the afternoon i went for my MLS class. OH SHIT. MLS class will be conducted by 3 lecturer. and it means i'm gonna have 3 ASSIGNMENT. ohh damn. well it went well and my class supposed to stop until 2.30 but then the lecturer wanted to do some soal jawab in the class at 4.30. i was like *sighs*
JENG JENG JENGG!!
Haa lepas class MLS kan, i saje menggatal nak balik subang naik KTM. dah la tak reti naik public transport. gatal nak naik. so then lepas class, alia dtg amik kat fac sbb mintak tolong dia hantar sampai KTM. *JASAMU DIKENANG ALIAA*
pastu beli lah ticket suma and then yes! dpt naik sendiri. haha okay tipu je. Jumpe muhaimin pulak kat sane so atleast i got friend kan.
Sampai subang, my brother fetched me. Sampai rumah main, godek2, gomol2 si MEGAMIND hariz tu. cium dia sampai dia menangis suma then baru lah terlelap KEJAPP je kat atas cushion. elok2 tgh syok tido mcm taik2 ayam tu, my phone ringing so then i tgk lah number mane ni so then i angkat. IT WAS A GIRL YANG NAK GANTI I KAT RUMAH SEWA TU. ye lah kan sbb i wanna moved out dah so tak nak diaorg bayar lebih2 so i iklan kan rumah tuh untuk sorang je pun kat mudah.com. Of course la happy gile. sebab kalau x dpt org susah la sikit procedure nak keluar rumah tuh. LECEH!
Then contact org tuh org ni sampai la pukul 9. ingat nak naik atas nak online tetiba dgr pulak cerita JUVANA dah start. alahaii so postpone kejap tgk drama tu.
rasa nak bengang pun ada and kesian pun ada. tapi takpe KITE TUNGGU MINGGU DEPAN APA YANG JADI.
Lepas juvana naik masuk bilik pengsan balik tido. haha sampai pukul 1 ni baru bangun. :))
AND THEN THIS WHAT MADE ME HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE. HAHHA xde la happiest sgt pun. i asked one of my boyfriend's friend which they went out last week, i asked him whether he went out with his car or not and if he do then did he saw my red pendrives which i gave to him and the perfume i bought for him. His friend said YES to both my question. YES YES YES YES! sukenye diriku!!! :P
Ya lah who does not happy hearing this. i was in conflict with him like few weeks and i've already asked him to made the decision whether to continue or not and when i know that, it really made me feel happy as i really hope that he still use and keep whatever things i bought for him. As far as i know, if he really hates me he wont be using the things i bought for him or he may reject or throw away whatever i have bought for him but he didnt. I WAS SO THANKFUL for that he still cares for me..
p/s : I love you sayang. forever love you Muhamaad Zam Zahuren Bin Ibrahim
while waiting for that lets hear this.
HEYY!
i'm back. wohooo. sorry didnt write much before because last week was one of a HECTIC week!
anyhoo i was quite happy la jugak today because i got everything that i was hoped for. eh eh bukan benda2 yg tak betul ye. haha
i went to my first early morning class contract class. well it was half from the attendance list but most of it came from my batch so i went there and the lecturer had assigned us to find this 3 recent case for content of contract, breach by performance and frustration and she wanted the name of the case by this wed so that no one can present the same case.
*dah tau dpt keje tuh asal x cari lagi liyana. Esk dah la wesak so library tutup. MANA KAU NAK DAPAT CASE2 ITU!*
In the afternoon i went for my MLS class. OH SHIT. MLS class will be conducted by 3 lecturer. and it means i'm gonna have 3 ASSIGNMENT. ohh damn. well it went well and my class supposed to stop until 2.30 but then the lecturer wanted to do some soal jawab in the class at 4.30. i was like *sighs*
JENG JENG JENGG!!
Haa lepas class MLS kan, i saje menggatal nak balik subang naik KTM. dah la tak reti naik public transport. gatal nak naik. so then lepas class, alia dtg amik kat fac sbb mintak tolong dia hantar sampai KTM. *JASAMU DIKENANG ALIAA*
pastu beli lah ticket suma and then yes! dpt naik sendiri. haha okay tipu je. Jumpe muhaimin pulak kat sane so atleast i got friend kan.
Sampai subang, my brother fetched me. Sampai rumah main, godek2, gomol2 si MEGAMIND hariz tu. cium dia sampai dia menangis suma then baru lah terlelap KEJAPP je kat atas cushion. elok2 tgh syok tido mcm taik2 ayam tu, my phone ringing so then i tgk lah number mane ni so then i angkat. IT WAS A GIRL YANG NAK GANTI I KAT RUMAH SEWA TU. ye lah kan sbb i wanna moved out dah so tak nak diaorg bayar lebih2 so i iklan kan rumah tuh untuk sorang je pun kat mudah.com. Of course la happy gile. sebab kalau x dpt org susah la sikit procedure nak keluar rumah tuh. LECEH!
Then contact org tuh org ni sampai la pukul 9. ingat nak naik atas nak online tetiba dgr pulak cerita JUVANA dah start. alahaii so postpone kejap tgk drama tu.
rasa nak bengang pun ada and kesian pun ada. tapi takpe KITE TUNGGU MINGGU DEPAN APA YANG JADI.
Lepas juvana naik masuk bilik pengsan balik tido. haha sampai pukul 1 ni baru bangun. :))
AND THEN THIS WHAT MADE ME HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE. HAHHA xde la happiest sgt pun. i asked one of my boyfriend's friend which they went out last week, i asked him whether he went out with his car or not and if he do then did he saw my red pendrives which i gave to him and the perfume i bought for him. His friend said YES to both my question. YES YES YES YES! sukenye diriku!!! :P
Ya lah who does not happy hearing this. i was in conflict with him like few weeks and i've already asked him to made the decision whether to continue or not and when i know that, it really made me feel happy as i really hope that he still use and keep whatever things i bought for him. As far as i know, if he really hates me he wont be using the things i bought for him or he may reject or throw away whatever i have bought for him but he didnt. I WAS SO THANKFUL for that he still cares for me..
p/s : I love you sayang. forever love you Muhamaad Zam Zahuren Bin Ibrahim
Saturday, 14 May 2011
my horoscope.
Much as you may feel extremely sorry for someone with whom you have recently shared a close relationship, the planetary alignment indicates that it could be time to say goodbye. You realize that although there was a certain depth of affection between you, somehow you were not ideally suited in other ways. Rather then both mourning your losses, why not celebrate your newfound freedom?
hmm..
hmm..
Monday, 9 May 2011
I'm a Survivor
Survivor.
(Verse 1)
Now that you are out of my life,
I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,
But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,
But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,
I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,
Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,
But I'm smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,
Sold nine million.
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
(Verse 2)
Thought I couldn't breathe without you,
I'm inhalin'
You thought I couldn't see without you,
Perfect vision,
You thought I couldn't last without ya,
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya,
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya,
But I'm on top,
Though it would be over by now,
But it won't stop,
You thought that I would self-destruct,
But I'm still here,
Even in my years to come,
I'm still gon' be here.
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
(Bridge)
I'm wishin' you the best,
Pray that you are blessed,
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna blast you on the radio,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet
Cause my momma told me better than that.
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
After all of the darkness and sadness,
Still comes happiness,
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain prosperity.
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what)(Don't stop me now)
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
p/s : How i wish i can be the survivor
(Verse 1)
Now that you are out of my life,
I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,
But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,
But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,
I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,
Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,
But I'm smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,
Sold nine million.
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
(Verse 2)
Thought I couldn't breathe without you,
I'm inhalin'
You thought I couldn't see without you,
Perfect vision,
You thought I couldn't last without ya,
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya,
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya,
But I'm on top,
Though it would be over by now,
But it won't stop,
You thought that I would self-destruct,
But I'm still here,
Even in my years to come,
I'm still gon' be here.
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
(Bridge)
I'm wishin' you the best,
Pray that you are blessed,
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna blast you on the radio,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet
Cause my momma told me better than that.
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
After all of the darkness and sadness,
Still comes happiness,
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain prosperity.
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what)(Don't stop me now)
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
p/s : How i wish i can be the survivor
Sunday, 8 May 2011
What a day.
Today what i did was, cooked sambal ikan bilis with kentang.
And then i went off to my mother in law house. (ceh belum pape dah mother in law) She asked me to go there because my boyfriend's sister bought something for me from bangkok. so i did went there without his knowledge. i supposed i chose today because i wanted to see his reaction when he see's me appear in his house. But ALLAH knows better so before i got there, he already went out to gym.
I went there to play with his niece.
NUR IRIS AMANDA
How adorable she is RIGHT! ;)
anyhoo, i was hoping if i can ever like accidentally meet him there but i didnt. i was sort of a bit frustrated.
So i went there for like 3 hours. i chitchatting with his mom and sister. play with amanda, help doing some cooking ( or sort of ), his mother actually invited me to have a sleepover at his house tomorrow's night. and i was like WOOOOO =O
i'm not dare to accept this offer because what would he think of me?
mesti dia ckp SEMAK LA KAU!
So i dont know..
all i wanted is for him to forgive me. that's all.
And then i went off to my mother in law house. (ceh belum pape dah mother in law) She asked me to go there because my boyfriend's sister bought something for me from bangkok. so i did went there without his knowledge. i supposed i chose today because i wanted to see his reaction when he see's me appear in his house. But ALLAH knows better so before i got there, he already went out to gym.
I went there to play with his niece.
NUR IRIS AMANDA
How adorable she is RIGHT! ;)
anyhoo, i was hoping if i can ever like accidentally meet him there but i didnt. i was sort of a bit frustrated.
So i went there for like 3 hours. i chitchatting with his mom and sister. play with amanda, help doing some cooking ( or sort of ), his mother actually invited me to have a sleepover at his house tomorrow's night. and i was like WOOOOO =O
i'm not dare to accept this offer because what would he think of me?
mesti dia ckp SEMAK LA KAU!
So i dont know..
all i wanted is for him to forgive me. that's all.
Saturday, 7 May 2011
CANNOT WAIT TO GOMOL2 HARIZ IMAN
Okay mama jaga baby so secara kasarnye, I pun jaganye jugalah.
Nama baby ni HARIZ IMAN.
Dia sgt2 comel. around 4 months old. SGT COMELLLL! GERAM NAK GOMOL SAJA DIA. :)
HERE'S THE PICTURES OF HIM
COMELKAN BOTAK NI. HAHAHA GERAM!
Cant wait on Monday. dia datang. yeayy yeayy!
Nama baby ni HARIZ IMAN.
Dia sgt2 comel. around 4 months old. SGT COMELLLL! GERAM NAK GOMOL SAJA DIA. :)
HERE'S THE PICTURES OF HIM
COMELKAN BOTAK NI. HAHAHA GERAM!
Cant wait on Monday. dia datang. yeayy yeayy!
Mama, Happy Mother's Day
Before i forget. let me wish to all mother out there,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
Without mother we won't be alive to see all the beautiful things.
But we can see, there are people who does not appreciate their own mother. How terrible that person must be. This is because as we developed to globalization, we sort of or maybe become selfish to ourself.
A mother willing to accept their children as they are but do the children accept their mother as she is?
The answer is NO. They do not accept their mother for who she is.
When time flies and age become old, they go back to become a baby which we need to care of.
I honestly say that i do not understand WHY the people nowadays become very cruel to their own mother. Some people look at them as a burden and send them off to old folks home. Some people even HIT and KICK their mother. What has become to civilized people?
-----ENOUGH-----
Okay, what me and my sister buy for our mother was THIS.
and here's my MAMAH~
KHAIRIAH BINTI NOORDIN
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
Without mother we won't be alive to see all the beautiful things.
But we can see, there are people who does not appreciate their own mother. How terrible that person must be. This is because as we developed to globalization, we sort of or maybe become selfish to ourself.
A mother willing to accept their children as they are but do the children accept their mother as she is?
The answer is NO. They do not accept their mother for who she is.
When time flies and age become old, they go back to become a baby which we need to care of.
I honestly say that i do not understand WHY the people nowadays become very cruel to their own mother. Some people look at them as a burden and send them off to old folks home. Some people even HIT and KICK their mother. What has become to civilized people?
-----ENOUGH-----
Okay, what me and my sister buy for our mother was THIS.
TADAAAAAAAAA.
and here's my MAMAH~
KHAIRIAH BINTI NOORDIN
Thursday, 5 May 2011
Actually bila time2 nak buat keje gile ni, mesti kene mood depress so the equation is
GILA + DEPRESS = GIPRESS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
So i was thinking of coloring my hair to really dark red. like this red
CUN TAK?! CUN KAN KAN KAN.
I'm looking forward for my hair to be the same in the picture.
I really adore red hair i dont know why.
So what do you think?
p/s : mama pun dah x bagi color so kalau color lepas ni nak mampuih kene maki dengan dia kan
GILA + DEPRESS = GIPRESS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
So i was thinking of coloring my hair to really dark red. like this red
CUN TAK?! CUN KAN KAN KAN.
I'm looking forward for my hair to be the same in the picture.
I really adore red hair i dont know why.
So what do you think?
p/s : mama pun dah x bagi color so kalau color lepas ni nak mampuih kene maki dengan dia kan
Turning Tables
I started to fall in love with this song when i watched GLEE season 2 when Gwyneth Paltrow sang it for Mr Shus.
Look and understand the lyric.
After Final
Depress, depress and depress!! that is what i'm experiencing right now.
i know that everyone is happy when the final is OVER and most of them even celebrated it.
That is what normally they do but not me. Even though i can celebrate it at any time any where or with and one but my heart is still wondering for something which is not in my control.
Some may say i am stupid for what happened but i am still a human being.
we can easily say but can we really force them to do what you want them to do?
i think no people. we can see what they are suffering but we do not know what inside them. we cannot force them to listen to us. most of us i must say can give advise but you do not need to force them to do exactly what you want.
Enough with the chit chatting,
here's the truth.
supposedly 4th of May is my 1st year of anniversary with my love life Zahuren or also know as UREN! haha i know his name is kinda weird. that TURNS ME OFF when i first get to know him.
We are actually in a big fight. This is how it happens ;
i found out that he is texting with other girl which i know is very ULU and KAMPONG from his friend but i was not sure of the truth. Yeah i might listen but i'm sure i cannot rely on it 100%.
So when his "friend" told me that he had gotten the assurance from he HIMSELF, then i started to being so PUSHY and became very very ANNOYING.
on that morning after he got off from his work, i kept texting him saying that I MUST MEET HIM AND I MUST! then he did not reply then i became paranoid. so i was sort of like pushing him to reply my text then i kept calling him and such. LOL ( i know i can be annoying)
then that morning, the truth revealed. well not bout that KAMPONG girl. about me.
whatever he did by ignoring me was because of i became very pushy and very annoying. that is basically my problem.
From the beginning up till now i have still not changed and if you look on the but for test ( applying the tort law ) if it wasnt me who did this first then he wont do it. ( errr i think that is what the but for test mean KOT )
So since that morning, we argued punye argued punye argued, with him using the harsher word so i was thinking did i deserved that? hmmm..
i know that everyone is happy when the final is OVER and most of them even celebrated it.
That is what normally they do but not me. Even though i can celebrate it at any time any where or with and one but my heart is still wondering for something which is not in my control.
Some may say i am stupid for what happened but i am still a human being.
we can easily say but can we really force them to do what you want them to do?
i think no people. we can see what they are suffering but we do not know what inside them. we cannot force them to listen to us. most of us i must say can give advise but you do not need to force them to do exactly what you want.
Enough with the chit chatting,
here's the truth.
supposedly 4th of May is my 1st year of anniversary with my love life Zahuren or also know as UREN! haha i know his name is kinda weird. that TURNS ME OFF when i first get to know him.
We are actually in a big fight. This is how it happens ;
i found out that he is texting with other girl which i know is very ULU and KAMPONG from his friend but i was not sure of the truth. Yeah i might listen but i'm sure i cannot rely on it 100%.
So when his "friend" told me that he had gotten the assurance from he HIMSELF, then i started to being so PUSHY and became very very ANNOYING.
on that morning after he got off from his work, i kept texting him saying that I MUST MEET HIM AND I MUST! then he did not reply then i became paranoid. so i was sort of like pushing him to reply my text then i kept calling him and such. LOL ( i know i can be annoying)
then that morning, the truth revealed. well not bout that KAMPONG girl. about me.
whatever he did by ignoring me was because of i became very pushy and very annoying. that is basically my problem.
From the beginning up till now i have still not changed and if you look on the but for test ( applying the tort law ) if it wasnt me who did this first then he wont do it. ( errr i think that is what the but for test mean KOT )
So since that morning, we argued punye argued punye argued, with him using the harsher word so i was thinking did i deserved that? hmmm..
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